The thing about an anxiety disorder is that you know it is stupid. You know with all your heart that it wasn’t a big deal and that it should roll off of you. But that is where the disorder kicks in; Suddenly the small thing is very big and it keeps growing in your head, flooding your chest, and trying to escape from under your skin. You know with all of your heart that you’re being ridiculous and you hate every minute of it. The fact that many people don’t recognize or have patience for your illness only makes everything worse.
― Ten years of experience (via punkasspoet)

nakedly:

you are not fat
you have fat 
you also have fingernails 
you are not fingernail 


I am so sorry to all the people I hurt while I was hurting.
― Unknown (via zabojstwo)

mangorange:

A feeling of both satisfaction and disappointment courses through my veins as I catch you in your web of lies.

This is not the standard white lie. Your story, your premise, is based on your words and actions. Knowing it was all a lie creates a damning betrayal. A betrayal that beats at an iron…

absentions:

In My Veins | Andrew Belle

Oh, you’re in my veins and I cannot get you out. Oh, you’re all I taste at night inside of my mouth.

in this world
love has no color—
yet how deeply
my body
is stained by yours.
― Izumi Shikibu (via fawnes)

(Source: petrichour)


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